Sunday, August 7, 2011

Daybook: 19th Sunday in Ordinary Time

Today is:
the 19th Sunday in Ordinary Time
the first day of the Assumption Novena
a rainy day, but that’s o.k. because we needed it, and it kept my sister cool during her ½ marathon this morning!

Today I am most grateful for:
the gift of God’s life within me and the promise of a new week just beginning
the example of Saint Peter in today’s Gospel (Matthew14:22-33), especially as explained by the good Abbot in his homily this morning.

Some Plans for the rest of this Week:
meet with my boss on Monday about the data project which I’ve nearly finished (I think).
work on my application requirements
read the Driver’s Manual and prepare to take the written exam for a learner’s permit
engage more fully in the events of my daily life during this time of continuing discernment
limit internet and blog use; no more than 1 (one) blog post each day, according to one of the following

blog post categories:
Daybook (Sunday Night)—Following the general format of this post (see In the Heart of my Home for more Daybooks)
1000+ gifts (Monday)—Joining the Gratitude community at A Holy Experience with a simple list of God’s numberless gifts in my life
Florilegium (any day)—Quotes from readings (May be drawn from one or more of the following: Office of Readings of the day, Mass Readings, Historical Reading, or Spiritual Reading) some short reflection(s)
The Love War—a short update on how it is going

What I am reading right now:
I just finished John XXIII: The Official Biography, by Mario Benigni and Goffredo Zanchi.
Now, prompted by recent reflections on Hope, I turn to George Weigel’s 864 page masterpiece on Bl. Pope John Paul II; Witness to Hope. It seems fitting also, to read the biography of the Pope of my childhood at this time.
Also, until Thursday, at least, I will continue to prepare for the Gospel reading each day with Erasmo Leiva-Merikakis’ Fire of Mercy, Heart of the Word II, which, alas, ends with Matthew 18:33. After that, for spiritual reading I may turn to I Believe in Love, by Father Jean C.J. d’Elbee, which I had started before my visit to the convent in June, but never finished.

I am creating:
a crochet blanket in orangey pink and two shades of blue...may add other colors later.
also thinking about making a cardigan, but am a little bit daunted by this idea at the moment, since I’ve never done anything more complicated than a blanket, in knitting or crochet.

Upcoming Feasts in the Catholic Church:
Monday: Saint Dominic, Founder of the Order of Preachers
Tuesday: Saint Teresa Benedicta of the Cross and Blessed John of Salerno, O.P.
Wednesday: Saint Lawrence
Thursday: Saint Clare
Friday: Saint Jane Frances de Chantal
Saturday: Saint Pontian and Saint Hippolytus (who received an interesting nickname from my youngest sister this morning: “Saint Hippopotomus”).

Prayer intentions:
the Dominican Brothers who will receive the Holy Habit on Monday
 my seminarians and priests
friends serving in the armed forces
travelers, especially my father and Mr. Z
Stephanie and all who need God’s grace, strength, mercy, hope, love
and all who are ever dear to me yesterday, today, and tomorrow.

Today’s Prayer (from the Liturgy for the 19th Sunday in Ordinary Time):
Almighty and ever-living God,
Your Spirit made us your children,
confident to call you Father.
Increase your Spirit within us
and bring us to our promised inheritance.
Grant this through our Lord Jesus Christ, your Son,
who lives and reigns with you and the Holy Spirit,
one God forever and ever.

Saturday, August 6, 2011

Wick

To clarify my use of the word "Wick" in earlier posts...

I enjoy listening to music from Musicals, one of which is The Secret Garden. The song "Wick" is one of my particular favorites (though I also really like "Winter's on the Wing," and "The Girl I Mean to Be.")

Here is the opening dialogue and the first few lines of "Wick" and commentary on their relevance to my life (the first bit of dialogue is typed from memory, but after that I found the lyrics here:

Dickon (cheerfully): Hey-o, Hullo there Mary!      
Mary (with much less fervor): Hey-o, hullo there.
Dickon: and what's gotten you in such a bad temper?
Mary: The garden is dead, Dicken. It's the most forgotten place I've ever seen...
Dickon: Did you take a close look at anythin'?  
The strongest roses fair thrive on bein' neglected, 
if the soil is rich enough...                                                       (i.e. hold on to your hope, don't give up!)
Mary: You mean it might be alive? But how can you tell?
Dickon: Oh, I can tell if a thing is Wick!
Mary: Wick? I've heard Ben say Wick...

***

DICKON:
When a thing is wick, it has a life about it.
Now, maybe not a life like you and me.
But somewhere there's a single streak of green inside it.                   (The Divine Life, hidden within me)
Come, and let me show you what I mean.

When a think is wick, it has a light around it.
Maybe not a light that you can see.
But hiding down below a spark's asleep inside it,                    
Waiting for the right time to be seen.

You clear away the dead parts,                                  
So the tender buds can form,
Loosen up the earth and
Let the roots get warm,
Let the roots get warm.

.....
MARY:
When a thing is wick,
And someone cares about it,
And comes to work each day, like you and me,
Will it grow?

DICKON:
It will!

MARY:
Then have no doubt about it,
We'll have the grandest garden ever seen!!
[Spoken]
Oh, Dickon, I want it all to be wick! Would you          (this is one of my favorite parts: I often imagine
come and look at it with me?                                         myself as Mary, asking God/Dickon to work
                                                                                     on the garden of my life with me, to make it wick.)
DICKON:

I'll come every day, rain or shine if you want me.          
(I could not ask for a more enthusiastic
All that garden needs is for us to come wake it up!           response to my prayer! Dickon's
                                                                                             dedication--God's love and promise
                                                                                              of support--gives me much hope!)
MARY:
But, Dickon, what if we save the garden, then Uncle
Archie takes it back, or Colin wants it?

DICKON:
Ay, what a miracle that would be, gettin' a poor
crippled boy out to see his mother's garden!

[Sung]
MARY and DICKON:
You give a living thing                                      (Just give yourself a chance! Don't be tearing yourself
A little chance to grow,                                      apart all the time. You are wick, and you will grow!)
That's how you will know 
If she is wick, she'll grow.
So grow to greet the morning,                    (Morning daylight...Hope.)
Leave the ground below.
When a thing is wick
It has a will to grow and grow.              (I choose life, I have a will to grow, and God wills this for me, too!)

MARY:
Come a mild day, come a warm rain,                       (Gentleness...the Gentleness of the Divine Lover always
Come a snowdrop, a-comin' up!                                breaks through the tension after a storm...
Come a lily, come a lilac!                                            and I am able to bloom for Him again)
Come to call, calling all the rest to come!

MARY and DICKON:
Calling all the rest to come!
Calling all the world to come!                                 (Come and praise the Name of the Lord!)

DICKON:
Oh, somewhere there's single streak of green below,

MARY and DICKON:
And all through the darkest nighttime,                                 (And all through the wildest storms...hang on.)
It's waiting for the right time.                                                 (Everything happens in God's good time)
When a thing is wick, it will grow!                                           (I will live and grow in God's grace!)
 

***

So there you have it...why I prefer the word "Wick" to "alive"--it carries a reference to this song, which has been a vehicle of God's gentle love so many times, especially at the end of wild storms.

Praise be to God for the gift of my life, now and evermore!

Witnesses to Hope and Laugh of the Day

While skimming through some comments on A Holy Experience, I found a note from Sr. Dorcee.

She has a blog called Witnesses to Hope, on which I found talks about Hope! Perfect timing, no? I just finished listening to the first one, and it was absolutely beautiful. I will definitely be going back for more!

Sr. Dorcee is also the blogger behind Catholic Kids Say the Dearest Things and Sr. Mary Z.'s Wittizizims


These are definitely going in my bloglist!

It's amazing how many wonderful people God has placed in my life recently. Divine Providence, anyone? Or is it just all a conspiracy?

Anyway, for the laugh of the day, follow this link to Catholic Kids Say the Dearest Things!

Thanks be to God for  Hope!

The Transfiguration

Today is the feast of the Transfiguration.

"We possess the prophetic message that is altogether reliable. 
You will do well to be attentive to it, 
as to a lamp shining in a dark place, 
until day dawns and the morning star rises in your hearts." 
                          -2 Peter 1:19


Come, Lord Jesus,
Come, radiant splendor of God's grace
Come, image of the Father's glory
Scatter the darkness of our hearts; Fill our hearts with light
Quench the cold fire of hatred and doubt; Set our hearts ablaze with love and hope
Take us from ourselves, empty us of worldly things; Fill our hearts with Yourself
We desire nothing else but You.

Of Mudpies and Temper Tantrums

Yes, this is going to be a messy post...

We were conversing on the topic of making mudpies as children. Littlest sister said that she had actually eaten one once, at least one small bite anyway.

Eldest sister replied, "Well, it's good for your immune system; it helps build resistance," and explained that germs in small quantities actually make our body's defense system stronger and more prepared.

Immediately, I wondered if the same is not true of the spiritual life as well.

These storms of mine, Desperada going wild, are they making me stronger? It is true that I have not died from the strain of warding off her attacks yet. And it is always such a joy when Hope gains the upper hand and I breathe free once more.

Yes, much as I long to be rid of Desperada once and for all (I waste so much time and energy fighting her!), after every attack, might I be a little bit stronger?

Is my eyesight ever clearer after tears pour out?

I give thanks for my life more fiercely than I had despaired of it not two minutes before.

The sun shines again, the good Lord coaxes a smile out of me and I'm grinning like a fool before I know what hit me.

Eldest sister is right. And Hope?... 

Hope is wick!

It's a Girl!

And her name is Hope.

God has set her within me to mark me out as belonging to Him Alone.

Her nemisis, Desperada, has put up some awful fights lately, but praise be to God, Hope is still wick.

Alive within me, I pray that she will grow stronger every day by the grace of God.

Together with Hope, I continue to fight the Love War. Not systematically, but consciously.

I was praying with Ephesians 1:18a-b last night at Adoration, and these words, these beautiful words, just filled my heart and soul with grace...

 "May the eyes of [your] hearts be enlightened,
that you may know what is the hope that belongs to his call."

It was then that I knew... her name is Hope.

And she lives in my heart.  

And God calls. 

How will I respond? 

Friday, August 5, 2011

Another Beautiful Day!

Today is:

1-The feast of the Dedication of Mary Major in Rome.
Mary Major--From Church Photos
  
2-The First Friday in August.

Adoration at Mary Major -- From Church Photos
 Double Adoration Day: I will go for my usual hour of guard from 1:30-2:30 in the afternoon and whatever evening shift my mother needs me to take.

 Rosary Day: Before Mass, I meditated on the Joyful Mysteries. Around noon, I hope to do the Luminious Mysteries. The Sorrowful Mysteries will be prayed over at my afternoon shift, and God willing, in the evening, I will meditate on the Glorious Mysteries.



3-And also...
Word to Life Day: the Friars will be discussing the upcoming Mass readings for Sunday on Word To Life from noon until one o'clock this afternoon....but I'll have to listen later, because I don't have access to Sirius Radio.

The first day I've been joined by my littlest sister in my morning water-the-garden with water from the dehumidifier frolic. She didn't quite make it down to my 'cell' in time to join me for Office of Readings and Lauds, but maybe tomorrow? All of a sudden, she is rather enthusiastic about joining me for prayer, which is wonderful!

The last day before I begin the Novena in preparation for the feast of the Assumption of the Blessed Virgin.

And various other things...none of which are really blog-worthy.

Thursday, August 4, 2011

Some beautiful quotes from Saint John Vianney

Saint John Vianney, the Cure de Ars, is the patron saint of priests.


Here are some quotes from the Catechetical Instructions by Saint John Mary Vianney ( the Second Reading from today's Office of Readings)

"If you pray and love, that is where a man's happiness lies."

"My little children, your hearts are small, but prayer stretches them and makes them capable of loving God."

"I often think that whenever we come to adore the Lord, we would receive everything we ask for, if we would ask with living faith and with a pure heart."

Saint John Vianney, pray for our priests that they may pray, love, and adore the Lord!

Saint John Vianney and Catherine of Siena on Prayer, Fish, and the Blessed Sacrament

  "Some men immerse themselves as deeply in prayer as fish in water, because they give themselves totally to God."


 So writes Saint John Mary Vianney in his Catechetical Instructions (Second Reading from today's Office of Readings)

This reminds me of something Saint Catherine of Siena wrote in her Dialogue; this is not it, but I found this one first...

"See, dearest daughter, in what an excellent state is the soul who receives, as she should, this Bread of Life, this Food of the Angels. "By receiving this Sacrament she dwells in Me and I in her, as the fish in the sea, and the sea in the fish -- thus do I dwell in the soul, and the soul in Me -- the Sea Pacific." (A Treatise of Prayer, no. 26)


This is it:

"since the soul seems, in such communion, sweetly to bind herself fast within herself and with God, and knows better His truth, inasmuch as the soul is then in God, and God in the soul, as the fish is in the sea, and the sea in the fish, she desired the arrival of the morning (for the morrow was a feast of Mary) in order to hear Mass." (A Treatise of Divine Providence, no. 2)

When we receive the Most Precious Body and Blood of Christ in the Blessed Sacrament, we are like fish in the sea.

The sea is the life of the fish;
God is the life of the soul.


The sea flows in and through the fish, as well as all around it;
God's life flows in and through us, as well as all around us.


The fish cannot exhaust the ocean;
we cannot exhaust God's grace and life in us..

Every fish is unique
and uniquely loved are we by God.

Saint John Vianney, Saint Catherine of Siena, pray for us, that we may learn to live fully immersed in God's grace!

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

Wee Sing Bible Songs...

...Probably one of the best tapes I ever owned as a child.

And for reasons I can't explain, I just got His Banner over Me is Love running through my head, along with an image of my head hidden under the folds of Jesus' mantle. I guess it means that I belong to Him or something ;)

(Actually, all this was probably it was triggered by the fact that I was looking at vocation stories of Dominican Contemplative Nuns in Vocation in Black and White again. It never fails!)

So anyway, I had to find a version of the song on Youtube. Not WeeSing--Cedarmont Kids, but same idea anyway.

Here it is:


And then I listened to some sample clips from Wee Sing Bible Songs itself, because the tape is long gone. :(

If I had an Amazon wishlist, this tape would probably be on it. But I'm 'too old' and so are all my siblings, even the youngest.  :(

What's that you ask me?

No, I never really grew up!

Or did you mean to say, "We're never really too old for Bible Songs!"

I'm glad you agree! :)

Of Dominicans, Dogs, Conspiracies, and Hide-and-Seek

This year, on the day after the memorial of Blessed Jane of Aza, the mother of one whose children would be nicknamed "Hounds of the Lord" (Domini-Canes), Holy Mother Church gives us a reading from Saint Matthew about Jesus' encounter with the Canaanite woman.

Coincidence?

I think not!

More like a conspiracy!

A conspiracy of Love and Mercy?

Now you're talkin'!

Anyway, here is an excerpt from today's Gospel:

Jesus said to the woman, "It is not right to take the food of the children and throw it to the dogs."                    
She said, "Please, Lord, for even the dogs eat the scraps that fall from the table of their masters."
Then Jesus said to her in reply, "O woman, great is your faith! Let it be done for you as you wish." And her      daughter was cured from that very hour. (Matthew 15:26-28)

True to form, Erasmo Levia-Merikakis has a beautiful theory about this passage:
"Could it be that the Word is playing a sublime game of hide-and-seek with man, that for this once Jesus desires nothing more than to be found out as merciful Savior...? We have every reason to believe that this is the case and that in the present encounter the Lord has had recourse to the strategy of a lover who for a while plays hard to get only so as to reveal himself in the end to none but the most avid heart" (Fire of Mercy, Heart of the Word II, 439).

He's right; Our Lord loves to play hide-and-seek. This is a little bit off-topic (just a little), but I'll never forget the way we played at this--so hard and wildly full of love and joy! when I was in Europe on a tour with my college choir. In every church we went to, one of the first things I always wanted to do was to locate the Tabernacle so that I could really say "Hello, Lord, I've found You here, and I adore You and love You forever!" Or something to that effect.

There were only two churches where He really played "hard to get". The first was in Brussels, Belgium. Unfortunately, I forget the name of it, but it wasn't very big, maybe just one of the local parish churches. But it was beautiful nonetheless. As I entered through a door in the right side of the back, I looked behind the main altar...no Tabernacle. On the left side, all along the wall...no Tabernacle. It was not until I turned back toward the door that I'd come in that I found Him. If only I had not been in such a hurry to look for Him, I would have found Him the instant I crossed over the threshold. The Tabernacle was right there, on the right side, toward the front. And I'd walked right past it! So I apologized and adored, and we had a good laugh at my silliness that day. If only I'd learned...

I will never, ever, forget the other encounter with my Lord. It happened like the first one, only I felt even sillier when He revealed Himself...

We were in Paris, France, the most beautiful city on earth, and it was our last night. Father said the last Mass of our tour for us in the Crypt of Sacre Coeur, and it was absolutely beautiful. We all sang straight from the heart, more than we had for any of our concerts earlier that week (though maybe not more than we had in our impromptu chant session in Rheims Cathedral, but that's another story). After Mass, we had a few minutes to spend in the Basilica before going down to a nearby restaurant for our send-off dinner. I walked around the outer perimeter of the great upper church, which is how I usually found the Tabernacle in larger churches that tended to double as tourist attractions. I think I found the Tabernacle and said some quick prayers, but I was running out of time before dinner and my memory of it is now overshadowed by what happened after I had finished my walk around the perimeter, as I was about to leave. I noticed there were a lot of people praying in the pews toward the middle of the church. I looked up (finally), and there He Was! Eucharistic Adoration! Nobody ever tells me anything. And I'd been wandering around the rest of the church like a lost soul (which maybe I was). It was not I who found You, Lord; it was You who found me!

But time was up; it was dinner time, party time. Much as I loved my choir friends, the people on tour with us, and our amazing tour guides, there was only one thing I could think of all throughout the festivities. And as soon as I was able, yes, before our ascent to the top of the Eiffel Tower by moonlight (or maybe it was cloudy that night), I ran back to Sacre Coure to pay my homage to the King of Kings and renounce the world forever. Or something like that. (Blush). Yes, I was head over heels that night after another wild game of Hide-and-Seek, and if they had let me, I might easily have skipped the Eiffel tower and stayed with my Lord all night. But as it was, I had about 5 or 10 minutes of pure Heaven, adoring His Eucharistic Face in that holy Basilica of the Sacred Heart. Enough to fortify me for the elevator ride up, a while spent gazing at the lights of the city and wondering where the Chapel of the Miraculous Medal was in relation to the Eiffel Tower (I'd been there earlier that day; it was one of my major goals to go there while in Paris), and the walk down the stairs. I should have counted the flights, but it was cold and I was tired and probably still pining for more time at Sacre Coeur.

That's enough memories for one post.

More than enough.

Let's go play Hide-and-seek!

"Of You my heart has spoken, seek His face. It is Your Face, o Lord that I seek, hide not Your Face from me!" (Psalm 27:8-9)

Tuesday, August 2, 2011

Bl. Jane of Aza again

The Summit Dominicans have put up a post about our "grandmother." And I thought I was being so original this morning! Oh well. I'm looking forward to watching the videos (and seeing how much of the Spanish I can understand) in their post once they load...

in the meantime, praise be to God for my Dominican family!

Bl. Jane of Aza

Today is the memorial of Blessed Jane of Aza. 
Wife of Felix de Guzman.
Mother of Blessed Mannes and Saint Dominic.
So I guess that makes her the grandmother of all Dominicans.


A Three-Fold Prayer to Blessed Jane of Aza:

Blessed Jane of Aza, before Saint Dominic came to birth you dreamed a dream which foretold his mission to set the whole world on fire by the Holy Preaching. Today we, his children, your grandchildren, still dream dreams and long to be what we should be so that the whole world will catch the living flame of God's love~~intercede for us, Abuelita, that our dreams may not be in vain!

Blessed Jane of Aza, in your love for God you raised your sons Dominic and Mannes to be faithful servants and friends of the Lord~~intercede for us, Abuelita, that we may imitate them and speak only of God and to God!

Blessed Jane of Aza, you know the intentions that I am confiding to Jesus through the Blessed Virgin Mary and through your son in a novena before his feast day on the 8th of August. How I pray for my Dominican brothers, your grandsons: the 13 new novices who will receive the habit on the 8th, the 9 novices who will make solemn profession on the 13th, and the 16 novices who will make simple profession on the 15th~~do you also intercede for each one of them, Abuelita, in this time of joyful preparation!

***

Thanks be to God for my Abuelita and for the whole Dominican family!

Monday, August 1, 2011

on Walking on Water and Falling into His arms

Reflection on Mt 14:31a

"Like Peter, I do not in the end ever actually enter into the Lord's embrace as his love and mine blissfully and serenely proceed toward one another with unfaltering step. No: I will always fall into the Lord's arms gasping for breath after a close brush with death and having had to be rescued by Jesus from impending annihilation...He is my savior because he has in fact saved me: he has laboriously earned the title, and there is no time when this name can be shed by him in favor of something more exalted and flattering to my ego. Jesus can become Lover only because he has first been and remains Savior. He is the Bridegroom who has purchased me with his blood."
(Leiva-Merikakis, Erasmo. Fire of Mercy, Heart of the Word II, 386)

How true this is! And timely, too, as I draw near to my monthly day of remembrance (I choose Life!)...how many months has it been, Lord, since that first Wednesday of the November when I was a sophomore? And how much grace and love have I received since the day You drew me away from the edge and set my feet on solid ground once more? There is no time to count or calculate, but I can give You thanks every day of my life! Like Peter, I have been lifted out of the whirlpool of doubt and fear by the strong hand of Love. Like Peter, I have been gently chided: "Little child, why did you doubt? Do not doubt, but believe--I love you!" And Lord, You know everything; You know that I love you, too. Thank You for catching me; thank You for the gift of my life.

been counting since last week...

Giving thanks to God today for His 1000+X gifts:

From the second half of Monday last week:
  1. the most recent batch of files--done. So many names triggering sweet and bittersweet memories at work.
  2. first engagement
  3. cooler weather
From Tuesday:
  1. her wish for a blueberry muffin or banana bread fulfilled--by blueberry banana muffins!
  2. finishing breakfast in tears of laughter for the second morning in a row (I love my crazy family!)
  3. encounter with a Franciscan sister (and the three Friars of the Renewal are still here, too!)
  4. joy in my heart, leaving the island. We're going on an adventure!
  5. we turned onto Waterman Street. I lost the game.
  6. keeping watch for the Providence College sign on the side of the highway...to pray for my Friars Preachers!
  7. driving down the now familiar route to my convent...only we're not going to my convent. Just to a college run by Jesuits.  ; P
  8. the most hospitable Wendy's staff I've ever met, just down the hill from the college where my sister will start as a freshman this fall 
  9. re-entering Providence at 12:21...how's that for Providence?!
  10. afternoon off from work...transition back to the 70s and early 80s tomorrow
  11. email from my dear Mistress, clarifying a question I had. Now I can go to the Doctor's later this week!
Days of grace, noticing love in the big and little things, but not recording until all gratitude for all this came pouring out one afternoon (but not in chronological order, or any kind of order!)...
  1. letter from one friend; package (with homemade honey!) from another
  2. grace and courage to speak despite anxiety and fear
  3. beginning "training"--jogging with littlest sister
  4. the Communion of Saints
  5. The Bishop of the Golden Tongue and the Bishop of the Golden Words
  6. exploring Parade School and praying hard for Danny and his family
  7. 2 CSC sisters looking after me
  8. already building anticipation and prayer for Dominican Brothers: the 13, the 9, and the 16.
  9. Adam of the Road and High Middle Ages History memories
  10. early morning planting: the last of the bean plants
  11. 99, 99, 99, and 99! See what glory and knowledge God has given!
  12. the number 313 keeps on popping up at work...and I am so grateful for the Edict of Milan! 
  13. littlest sister's great love revealed as we sit near the garden together in the afternoon: "I gave you the biggest raspberry, Mary!"
  14. God's love is uncalculating, too!
  15. 6 round band-aids covering my worst signs of weakness and the fun my sister and I had putting them on me and decorating them (this has to do with one of my yellow stars, by the way, the one that says, "you will never break your bad habits. Just keep giving in/ ignoring them/ getting angry about them"  I've given in to this one destructive habit for nearly 21 years and bear scars on my legs because of it. 21 years, and my legs have never been clear of scabs. I've had enough! But how can I get angry when one of my band-aids says, "God is Love!" and the others are pretty and I cannot get at my scabs to pick them off anymore?) God is good!
  16. Ketchup makes everything better
  17. bees in the raspberry patch
  18. deadheading marigolds and memories of childhood gardening with Mommy (inchworm, inchworm, measuring the marigolds...)
  19. shade
  20. the promise of a new month rapidly approaching...and so many glorious feast-days ahead!  
  21. confirmation of a hope--things are coming together! and it was worth the wait and even the fears last night, for the joy that I have now is so much the greater! 
  22. and that he should take time out of his vacation to email me and reassure me that he has not forgotten, for this I am truly grateful, and beg a thousand blessings from God upon him!
Joining the Gratitude Community at A Holy Experience today and every Monday:

    Saturday, July 30, 2011

    Lest I ever confuse the two again

    Saint Peter Chrysologus is decidedly not the same as Saint John Chrysostom. But I must admit, I get the two mixed up rather easily. It's a good thing I have the Patron Saint Index to get me un-confused. Here's what I've learned (hopefully some of it will stick):

    Today's saint is Peter Chrysologus
    He lived from 406 until 450
    In 433 he became the Bishop of Ravena, Italy
    Fought Monopyhsitism, which is the heresy that Jesus only had one nature
    Because of his beautiful sermons, people gave him the nickname "Chrysologus" or "Golden word"
    However, he was not proclaimed a Doctor of the Church until 1729
    He is the patron saint against fever and against mad dogs.

    John Chrysostom is remembered on September 13
     He lived from 347 until 407
    In 398 he was appointed bishop of Constantinople
    Because of his beautiful sermons, people gave him the nickname "Chrysostom" or "Golden tongue" (now you see why I get the two mixed up so easily?!)
    In 451 he was recognized as a Doctor of the Church
    He is the patron saint of Constantinople/Istanbul, orators, preachers, and speakers
    He is also invoked against epilepsy

    Earlier, I posted a quote from Saint Peter Chrysologus; here's one from his brother bishop John Chrysostom:
    "God asks little, but He gives much." 

    Amen! Blessed be God forever, in all His angels and all His saints! Amen!

    St. Peter Chrysologus asks...

    "Why then, man, are you so worthless in your own eyes and yet so precious to God?"

    This line from the Office of Readings for the feast of St. Peter Chrysologus surprises me every year.

    Why am I so hard on myself? Some would say that it is because I have an inordinate sense of self, a self-love that hates to admit of failure or weakness and yet constantly accuses me of them anyway. This is not the way to honor the wonder of my being, which is only God's free gift from start to finish. He created me, He redeemed me, He loves me, and therein lies my dignity, a dignity that can never be annulled or effaced by anything that I do or fail to do.

    Here is the quote cited above in its fuller context: "He who made man without generation from pure clay made man again and was born from a pure body. The hand that assumed clay to make our flesh deigned to assume a body for our salvation. That the Creator is in his creature and God is in the flesh brings dignity to man without dishonor to him who made him.
    Why then man, are you so worthless in your own eyes and yet so precious to God? Why render yourself such dishonor when you are honored by him? Why do you ask how you were created and do not seek to know why you were made?" (From a sermon by Saint Peter Chrysologus, bishop).

    I am precious to God. I have not earned His love, nor could I ever. For if love can be earned, then it is not love. When will I learn to live freely in the light of this truth? It is easy to think in my mind and say with my lips but hard to live with my heart. In fact, one of my yellow stars with ugly red words carries this blatant lie: 
    "Love must be earned." And its partner says, "You are not worthy."  I have lived in the shadow of lies long enough. Love cannot be earned, but I am precious to God and honored by God. It may be true that I am not worthy of Him, it is true, but He is worthy of me, as He said to one of His saints (I believe it was St. Catherine of Siena). And so I hope in God's love.

    Sweet Jesus, Jesus Love, I trust in You!

    Friday, July 29, 2011

    John on St. Martha

    My thesis does not count as the QoD...here's St. John:

    "Jesus told her [Martha], 'I am the resurrection and the life; whoever believes in me, even if he dies, will live, and everyone who lives and believes in me will never die. Do you believe this?' She said to him, 'Yes, Lord, I have come to believe that you are the Messiah, the Son of God, the one who is coming into the world.'" (John 11:25-27)


    Yes, Lord, I have come to believe...like Martha, I believe. I will never forget how you healed my Lazarus two summers ago--I thought he was dead to us after the accident at work, but he came back sooner than I dared hope. How I praised You then, You who restored sight to the blind and raised the dead to life again! Lord, I ask only this of You-- if it is Your will-- raise him higher still, to know, love, serve You alone. He searches for the truth, let him never cease to search until he finds it in you, who are the Way, the Truth, and the Life.

    Sweet Jesus, Jesus Love, I love You, I trust in You! Let not one of Your little ones be lost, especially not through my negligence, poor witness, and lack of fervor. Let all be saved through Your grace alone. By Your Love alone. Sweet Jesus, Jesus Love!

    My Theological Thesis on Martha and Mary

    Since it is the feast of Martha today, I thought I'd post this, just for fun. But don't ask me to re-read it ever again (even though I did secretly have fun with it, and learned a lot in the process!) The footnote links do not work, but the footnotes are at the end, after the Bibliography.
    Martha and Mary (Luke 10:38-42)
    On The Relationship between  Historical-Critical Interpretations and the Tradition of the Church
    Mary    12/17/10
    As they continued their journey he entered a village where a woman whose name was Martha welcomed him. She had a sister named Mary (who) sat beside the Lord at his feet listening to him speak. Martha, burdened with much serving, came to him and said, “Lord, do you not care that my sister has left me by myself to do the serving? Tell her to help me.” The Lord said to her in reply, “Martha, Martha, you are anxious and worried about many things. There is need of only one thing. Mary has chosen the better part and it will not be taken from her.” (Luke 10:38-42)
               
                Rebecca and Leah, Ruth and Naomi, the Virgin Mary and Elizabeth...there are many pairs of holy women in the Bible, but none are as controversial as the sisters Jesus visits on his way to Jerusalem in the Gospel according to St. Luke. The story of Martha and Mary has generated a vast bulk of scholarship and commentary over the centuries. In order to understand what this pericope means today, it is necessary to understand what it means at the Lukan level, as well as the significance it has carried throughout the centuries.
                 Starting as early as the Patristic period, Martha and Mary became models for the active and contemplative vocations in the Church. Recently, biblical scholars have used the Historical-Critical method in order to unpack what St. Luke may have originally intended to convey by this story. In particular, Bonnie Thurston, a feminist critic, hit the nail on the head when she wrote, “In the history of biblical scholarship there are many examples of reputable scholars holding widely divergent views about the same text. Luke 10:38-42 is a case in point of the same phenomenon in feminist biblical scholarship.”[1] This statement holds true for all biblical scholarship, not just that of the feminists.
                The Historical Critical method is one of the most effective tools available to modern biblical scholars. Although discovering exactly what Luke intended to convey by the story of Martha and Mary is difficult, scholars can make good educated guesses by carefully analyzing the materials available to them. However, as a result of the scholars’ different preconceptions and biases (which are impossible for any normal human being to escape) their interpretations of any given text tend to differ greatly. In this section, I will compare and contrast several modern scholars’ interpretations of Luke 10:38-42.
                One of the most prevalent questions that feminist critics ask about the story of Martha and Mary is whether Luke believed that Martha was the head of the house church. If he did, it seems as if Luke’s narrative is aimed at silencing women and keeping them out of leadership positions in the early Christian community. Why would Luke have such a goal? As Bonnie Thurston claims, “Luke...writes with an eye toward influencing Rome positively toward Christianity. (And...this influences his portrayal of women).”[2] In light of such an idea, it is easy to see why the feminist writers are suspicious of Luke’s telling of this story, in which the silent Mary heroine is commended by Jesus and Martha is silenced.
                Barbara E. Reid picks up on the theme of the silent women in this pericope and in Luke as a whole, contrasting it with John’s Gospel. She writes, “The Fourth Gospel profiles strong woman characters who engage in theological discussions with Jesus, profess their profound faith, and preach publicly and convincingly. Unlike the Gospel of Luke, there is no attempt to silence women or to restrict them to quiet...homebound ministries.”[3] Some scholars point to the number of women known by name in Luke’s Gospel as an argument for Luke’s liberalism with regards to women. However, according to the feminists, Luke is not as much of an advocate of women’s rights as he is sometimes painted, for the reasons given above. Instead, under the watchful eye of Roman authorities, he is in favor of silent women who know their place and do not overstep their bounds.  
                Meanwhile, Reid speculates: “It is possible that part of Martha’s anguish is that her sisters, former companions in ministry, have been persuaded that silent listening is the proper role for women disciples, and have left her alone in the more visible ministries.”[4] This, according to Reid, is why Martha is “anxious and worried about many things” (Luke 10:41), while Mary does not concern herself with anything more than listening to Jesus. Mary seems to be perfectly happy in her position at the feet of Jesus, listening to him speak rather than taking up a leadership role herself.
                However, Thurston would not necessarily agree with this interpretation. She thinks that, while Luke’s Jesus does silence Martha, it is out of concern for her peace of mind and soul more than an attempt to end her service to him and to the community. Thurston writes that, “It may well be that Martha is distracted by ‘much ministry.’ Jesus does not criticize Martha’s ministry so much as the anxiety and agitation she feels in it.”[5] Taken with Reid’s statement about Martha’s worry about her silent sisters, this idea might develop into a more balanced picture of what Martha was going through. After reading the views of the two feminists, I can see Martha, busy with her ministry, but worried because Mary is not participating and helping her. While Jesus does not tell Martha to stop serving, neither does he tell Mary to get up and start working. Each woman has her vocation, each vocation is good, but just as Martha had difficulty understanding the goodness of Mary’s position, scholars still struggle to understand the last line: “Mary has chosen the better part.” (Luke 10:38-42).
                This lack of understanding leads to the claim that the two sisters might have been opposed to each other, as Thurston writes, “The story of Martha and Mary, in fact, pits woman against woman.”[6] Reid does not agree with her, however, as she recognizes that, on the contrary, Martha and Mary are both welcoming Jesus and expressing their faith in him in the only way each knows how:
    To welcome Jesus, the word, and the reign of God are all equivalent expressions for faith. Martha’s welcoming of Jesus in 10:38 speaks of her reception of him as an act of faith, matching Mary’s ‘listening to him speak’ (v. 39). In the first two verses, then, there is no opposition between the two sisters. It is not that one contemplates Jesus’ word and the other neglects this. Each receives Jesus and his word. The tension arises over how their acceptance of the word takes expression in ministry.[7]
    Indeed, there is tension between the two sisters, which leads Martha to ask for Jesus’ intervention. Yet, after reading Reid’s interpretation, one is left to wonder why Martha and Mary were not more cooperative, since they both received Jesus and his word. This works both ways: why didn’t Martha understand that Mary was expressing her love for Jesus by giving him her whole attention, and why didn’t Mary notice that Martha was burdened and rise in charity to help her so that both sisters could give their undivided hearts to Jesus sooner? After all, it is said that many hands make light work.
                All in all, the feminist critics pose many questions with regards to the proper interpretation of Luke 10:38-42, and while they answer some, they leave many more unanswered. Meanwhile, as with any story or situation, in order to get a balanced picture, it is necessary to look at it from more than one perspective. So, now I shall turn to a few interpretations from some mainstream Historical Critical biblical scholars.
                The most striking way in which mainstream scholars differ from feminists is that they are not as concerned with the question of whether or not women exercised a leadership role in the early Christian communities. While these writers are more focused on the themes of hospitality and listening to the word, many still grapple to understand the relationship between Martha and Mary. Although this is probably one of the problems with this text that will never be fully resolved, it inspires many different plausible interpretations.
                According to Luke Timothy Johnson, “The sisters together represent the proper attitude to the Prophet of receiving him in the home.”[8] Isolated from one another, their respective ways of welcoming Jesus would not be sufficient. It is a rare human being who can see to it that his or her guest’s needs are met while entertaining them or listening to them simultaneously. In his own commentary on Luke, Joseph Fitzmyer takes this idea one step further by arguing that “The episode is addressed to the Christian who is expected to be contemplativus(a) in actione.” [9] This is a call for modern Christians to emulate both sisters. This is not because we have an advantage over Martha and Mary, though our superior technology allows us to do everything faster, nor because we necessarily have a deeper understanding of who Jesus was and what he taught, thanks to the Historical-Critical method. It would have been possible for Martha to be a contemplative in action, if she had not let herself become so pre-occupied with her work of hospitality or her ministry, whichever it was. As for ourselves, how often do we find our hearts ‘anxious and worried about many things’ (Luke 10:41), when we could be choosing ‘the better part’ (Luke 10:42) without losing anything of who we are and what we are ultimately about? Technology and modern scholarship techniques are no guarantee that we will have peace of mind and an undivided heart to listen to Jesus’ word in our lives. In fact, our skills and tools often make it more difficult for us to focus on the ‘one thing’ necessary.
                Meanwhile, the theme of hospitality is also one that runs deep in this pericope, according to some modern biblical scholars. In fact, Joel B. Green argues that, “although long interpreted as establishing the priority of the contemplative life over and against the active one, the interests of this brief narrative unit lie elsewhere. Luke’s narration is manifestly concerned with the motif of hospitality.”[10] As they discuss this theme, scholars differ in their interpretation of what it means for Martha and Mary to practice hospitality. In his commentary, Johnson claims that “hospitality is attention to the guest, rather than a domestic performance.”[11] Martha was so worried about pleasing Jesus, that she was practically paralyzed by her anxiousness and unable to enjoy Jesus’ company. This is not true hospitality. Though she is busy with serving, there is much that Martha holds back from Jesus, including her anxious heart. It is almost as if Martha would rather keep on as she is than to stop and listen to Jesus like Mary and let herself be healed.
                However, Johnson gives us a picture of what true hospitality is when he writes that Luke focuses on “the self-giving that takes risks, that disposes of the self and one’s possessions and then allows the other to leave without clinging; the hospitality that receives the other as the other wishes to be received, that listens.”[12] This is the hospitality that would be ideally practiced by both Martha and by Mary. Certainly, Mary takes a risk by sitting at Jesus’ feet, disposing herself to listen to him speak. But if he had told her to get up and help Martha, one imagines that she would have done it willingly. Martha, meanwhile, had opened her house to Jesus and done her utmost to meet his physical needs. Therefore, both sisters played an integral role in welcoming Jesus into their home, but according to Luke’s Jesus, “Mary chose the better part”. (Luke 10:42) I now turn to the question of why this might be so, by focusing on some thoughts about Martha.
                Of the modern biblical scholars, Green is the most critical of Martha. He writes that “though she refers to Jesus as ‘Lord,’ she is concerned to engage his assistance in her plans, not to learn from his.”[13] So, according to this interpretation, Martha has closed her heart to the Lord. She is like the foolish Christian who makes his plans carefully and then asks the Lord to bless them, forgetting that the Lord has his own plans. These plans, though mysterious, difficult to understand, and even bitter at times, are far better than our own.
                Similarly, Johnson tells us that Martha’s “self-preoccupation and resentment led her to break the rules of hospitality far more radically than did her sister, for she asked a stranger to intervene in a family rivalry.”[14] Instead of being intent on Jesus’ words, first and foremost, she was worried about what she was doing for him and what Mary was not doing. The greatest marks of a Christian disciple are humility and love. Humility looks inward only to see one’s limitations and one’s need for God, and outward only to see how much that need is being met by God in his mercy, wholly unmerited, freely given. Love does not look inward at all, though it is rooted deep within, in humility, but it looks out to others, to care for their needs and walk side by side with them to God. With respect to humility and love, according to Johnson, Martha is lacking when, overcome by “her self-preoccupation and resentment,”[15] she asks Jesus to reprimand her sister.
                Although it is possible to explore the interpretations of the biblical scholars even further, the second half of this paper will be focused on the rich tradition of interpretation from the standpoint of the Tradition. I will trace the development of the interpretations of Luke’s story of Martha and Mary throughout the centuries, going from Augustine to Therese of Lisieux with special regard to Thomas Aquinas, the great Dominican doctor of the Church.
                 In looking at Augustine’s writings, first of all, it must be noted that his early works are “strongly allegorist.[16] The dates for his sermons #103 and #104 are unknown, but #179 is thought to have been written sometime before the year 405, and #255 seems to have been written during the Easter Season of 418.[17] No matter when they were written however, these four sermons contain several examples of Augustine’s tendency to allegorize the texts of the Bible. This way of understanding Scripture is very different from the Historical-Critical method, and so it naturally leads to different interpretations from that method.
                The most prominent and influential example of allegory in Augustine’s sermons on Luke 10:38-42 is when Augustine uses Martha and Mary as models for two kinds of life. According to Augustine, Martha represents action, while Mary represents contemplation: “So there remained in that house, which welcomed the Lord, two kinds of life in two women; both innocent, both praiseworthy; one laborious, the other leisurely; neither criminally active, neither merely idle.....there were...two kinds of life, and the very fountain of life himself.”[18] The “very fountain of life” is Jesus.  According to Augustine’s interpretation, Jesus is the strength of those who serve like Martha, and the joy of those who rest and listen to His Word like Mary. In this interpretation, and throughout his writings, Augustine does not see Martha and Mary as being opposed to one another, but rather as complementary figures of two aspects of human life. So, Christians are called to integrate the example of these two figures into their lives of love for God and their neighbors.   
                 In his article, Meister Eckhart and a Millennium with Martha and Mary, Blake R. Heffner writes that after Augustine, one of the major commentators on Luke 10:38-42 was  Bernard of Clairvaux. In his writings, St. Bernard called for a synthesis of the lives of Martha and Mary: “The best [part] would comprehend both Martha’s and Mary’s portions.”[19] This continuation of the tradition of seeing Martha and Mary as complementary figures rather than opposites also gave rise to later formulations of the value of the mixed life, which was the ideal for certain medieval communities of women, such as the Beguines.[20]  Although not everyone agrees on this point, we still see its influence it in modern biblical scholarship today, as evidenced above.
                Next, Heffner looks at the mendicant orders and their interpretation of the Martha and Mary story. After explaining how Francis of Assisi applied the roles of Martha and Mary to the way brothers lived and took turns caring for the needs of one another in the communities of the Friars Minor, Heffner turns to Thomas Aquinas, the great Dominican Doctor of the Church. Aquinas, Heffner writes, “allows that the very ‘best’ part is not contemplation alone, but the active teaching and preaching that flows from the fullness of contemplation.....this captures the very essence of Dominic’s founding vision for an Order of Preachers.”[21] Note that Aquinas’ concept that activity should flow out of contemplation is very much in line with Fitzmyer’s call for the Christian to be “contemplativus(a) in actione.”[22] Or rather, it must be the other way around, since Aquinas came first.
                Throughout the Summa Theologiae, II.II, Questions 179 and 182, Aquinas’ treatment of Luke 10:38-42 (and his overall fascination with the relationship between action and contemplation and their roles in Christian life) shows clear influences from the thought of Augustine, as well as from that of Gregory the Great and other earlier writers. In fact, there are three instances when Aquinas quotes directly from Augustine’s sermons 103 and 104. The most telling example of this runs as follows, in Question 182, Article 1, Reply viii (quoting from Augustine’s Sermon 103.4.5):
    The Lord...says, ‘Mary has chosen the best part and it will not be taken away from her.’ Augustine interprets this to mean, ‘You have not chosen a bad part, but she has chosen a better; and I will tell you why it is better: because it will not be taken away from her. One day the burden of need will be taken away from you, but the delights of truth are eternal.’”[23]
    Again, like Augustine, Bernard of Clairvaux, and Francis of Assisi, Aquinas does not pit the active life (Martha) and the contemplative life (Mary) against each other, but rather, he recognizes the goodness of both, while arguing that the contemplative life does have a more enduring character. Later in the Summa, Aquinas writes the famous lines: “It is a greater thing to give light than simply to have light, and in the same way it is a greater thing to pass on to others what you have contemplated than just to contemplate.”[24] True to his Dominican heritage, Aquinas upholds the value of teaching and preaching out of love for others, while retaining the importance of contemplation and love of God as a foundation for his ministry.
                However, toward the end of his life, while saying Mass on the feast of St. Nicholas in 1273, Aquinas had a mystical experience, in which he “was suddenly struck (commotus) by something that profoundly affected and changed him (mira mutatione).[25] He must have come as close to the Beatific Vision, to the heights of contemplation, as it is possible for one to come without dying. After that, despite his former love for and dedication to preaching and writing, he was able to accomplish very little. As Aquinas said to the friars who were closest to him at the time, “All that I have written seems to me like straw compared to what has now been revealed to me.”[26] Like Mary, he finally came to grasp the “one thing necessary”—loving contemplation of God—as completely as is possible for one living on earth to do. He put aside his writings, the “many things” of Martha, and dedicated himself to contemplation until he died in early March of 1274.[27]
                Of course, Teresa of Avila and Therese of Lisieux, the two great Carmelite women Doctors of the Church, also have something to say about the story of Martha and Mary. In her treatise on The Way of Perfection, Teresa of Avila writes, “Remember that there must be someone to cook the meals and count yourselves happy in being able to serve like Martha. Reflect that true humility consists to a great extent in being ready for what the Lord desires to do with you and happy that He should do it...”[28] In other words, “count yourselves happy to be able to serve like Martha,” and serve your brothers and sisters with love and humility. For her part, Therese of Lisieux is even more explicit about the necessity of love, as she focuses first on Mary (who she believes to be the Magdalene), then on Martha:
    I ask Jesus to draw me into the flames of His love, to unite me so closely to Him that He live and act in me.....a soul that is burning with love cannot remain inactive. No doubt, she will remain at Jesus’ feet as did Mary Magdalene, and she will listen to His sweet and burning words. Appearing to do nothing, she will give much more than Martha who torments herself with many things and wants her sister to imitate her. It is not Martha’s works that Jesus finds fault with.....It is only the restlessness of His ardent hostess that He willed to correct.[29]
    It is a surprising coincidence that the last two lines of this quote are highly similar to Thurston’s position on the same problem, cited earlier (see page 4). Both women, living nearly a century apart, and coming from different backgrounds, agree that Jesus only wanted to correct Martha’s poor internal disposition and her lack of selfless love, not her external actions.
                 Still, although Therese believes that Mary gives of herself more freely by listening than Martha does by serving, Therese, like many others in the Tradition before her, does not believe that the sisters are pitted against each other, as Thurston does. After all, Martha is “ardent”—serving out of a burning passion—so, if she did not allow herself to be overcome by restlessness, her love, too, would be as perfect as Mary’s.
                In conclusion, although Luke 10:38-42 has been understood and applied in various ways throughout the history of the Church by modern biblical scholars, patristic writers, and saints, there is as much agreement on some points as there is disagreement on others. Each person who reads and interprets any given text brings something different, something unique to the text in question. And each commentary affects future interpretations. In light of this, it is apparent that for a balanced Catholic understanding of the Bible, a thoughtful person should not study and reflect on the interpretations of the modern biblical scholars or of the Patristic writers alone, but on both. Such study and reflection, if it is rooted in Christ, will lead to a fulfillment of Reid’s hope that we will all “act out of a vision that allows for the rich diversity of gifts in the community to be used in service...[so that] both men and women called to contemplative listening...and all forms of ministry would together hear Jesus’ approval of their having ‘chosen the better part.’[30]
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    Acknowledgments:
    I owe my deepest thanks and gratitude to all who encouraged me, directed my steps, and helped me grow throughout this entire process, especially...
    My professors: Professor Sweetland, Professor K. Spoerl, Professor Holder, Fr. Benedict O.S.B., Fr. Bernard O.S.B.
    My friends: Katie Landry, Danielle Laurendeau, Sarah M. Smith, Margaret Capella, et al.
    My parents and family at home, especially Felicity.
    last but not least, my guardian angel, all my patron saints, and my Sweet Jesus!
    ...to everyone who was a part of this...
    Thank you.



    [1] Thurston, Bonnie Bowman. Women in the New Testament: questions and commentary. Eugene,   Oregon. Wipf & Stock, 1998.110.
    [2] Thurston 98.

    [3] Reid, Barbara E. Choosing the Better Part?: Women in the Gospel of Luke. Collegeville, Minn:    Liturgical Press, 1996.160.

    [4] Reid 158.

    [5] Thurston 109.
    [6] Thurston 97.

    [7] Reid 157.
    [8] Johnson, Luke T, and Daniel J. Harrington. The Gospel of Luke. Collegeville, Minn: Liturgical Press, 1991. 175.

    [9] Fitzmyer, Joseph A. The Gospel According to Luke: Introduction, Translation, and Notes. Garden City, N.Y: Doubleday, 1981. 893.
    [10] Green, Joel B. The Gospel of Luke. The new international commentary on the New Testament.   Grand Rapids, Mich: W.B. Eerdmans Pub. Co, 1997. 433.

    [11] Johnson 175.

    [12] Johnson 176.

    [13] Green 437.

    [14] Johnson 175-176.

    [15] ibid.

    [16] Simonetti, Manlio. Biblical Interpretation in the Early Church: An Historical Introduction to Patristic Exegesis.                 Edinburgh: T&T Clark, 1994. 103.

    [17] See the chronological tables in the back of Augustine, Michele Pellegrino, Edmund Hill, and John E. Rotelle.           Sermons. Brooklyn, NY: New City Press, 1990.  Volume 3, Numbers 4, 5, and 7
    [18] Augustine, Michele Pellegrino, Edmund Hill, and John E. Rotelle. Sermons. Brooklyn, NY: New City Press,              1990.  Volume 3, Number 4. 83
    [19] Heffner, Blake R. “Meister Eckhart and a Millennium with Martha and Mary.” Biblical Hermeneutics in               Historical Perspective. Ed. Mark S. Burrows & Paul Rorem. Grand Rapids: Wm. B. Eerdmans Publishing              Co, 1991. 122.

    [20] Heffner 123.
    [21] Heffner 124.

    [22] Fitzmyer. 893.

    [23] Tugwell, Simon, Albertus, and Thomas. Albert & Thomas: Selected Writings. The Classics of Western spirituality. New York: Paulist Press, 1988. 576-577 (with a footnote to Augustine’s Sermon 103.4.5)
    [24] Tugwell 630.

    [25] Weisheipl, James A. Friar Thomas D'aquino: His Life, Thought, and Work. Garden City, N.Y: Doubleday, 1974.   321.
    [26] Weisheipl 322.

    [27] Weisheipl 327-328.
    [28] Teresa, Silverio, and E A. Peers. The Way of Perfection. New York: Image Book/Doubleday, 1964. 108.

    [29] Thérèse, Story of a Soul: The Autobiography of Saint Thérèse of Lisieux. Washington, DC: ICS Publications, 1996. 257-258.
    [30] Reid 162.