When the nurse called my name, I followed her with prayer. After she had done a basic physical check and explained some things to me, I waited with prayer, and read some more of I Believe in Love...
Later, the doctor, perhaps sensing my nervousness and trying to calm me down, said to me, "You're always smiling, aren't you?...you have a beautiful smile!"
It is a smile for God.
I received the Eucharist this morning, and was surrendering at every moment -- surrendering everything to God Alone. He was my strength, and I did not cry out to anyone but Him.
In the end, the test was a success, though I was incredibly weak about the minor discomfort it involved.
And when it was all over, I gave thanks for my good health, and through some tears of joyful relief I pledged my life to God forever.
It is over. They say that the other test is not necessary, praise be to God. All I have left to do is to write a letter. And after that...just wait on God's mercy.
My Jesus, I trust in You!